。。原点。。

为什么 我又回到了原点
好像从来都没有踏出过一样

我的将来
一直都掌握在我自己的手里
可是我却没有好好的计划它
我不知道自己要的是什么
未来的路 要怎么走

不能再走一步算一步
感觉自己也不小了
却一事无成
好像之前做的
都在浪费时间
好沮丧

我现在选的路
真是我想要的吗？
我只知道我应该是这样走的
可是心却不是这样想
因为那不是我想要的
只是觉得应该是这样

唉。。
事 从来就很难顺心
想要的 也未必能得到
得到的 也未必是你所想的

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Singapore

Singapore
A small but rich & well developed city
and I am here in this city!

I wish to find a job in this city
and I MUST work in this city
Is it my parent want me to?
or I want it myself?
I have totally no idea...

After staying here for few days
I found it much more better than KL
It is clean & safe
People here are very discipline
Transports are convenient
and the most important
Cost of living here is lower
If you are earning SGD

Maybe..is a right choice for me to work here
I have more $$$ to spend
Lol...for sure can save more too

Walking around the city
It makes me have a lot of motivation to earn money
Because Singapore is a SHOPPING HEAVEN
There are many interesting places here too
Maybe I feel fresh with all these

I am lucky because I have my sister here
I am lucky because I am coming here with my friend
I am lucky because no one give me any pressure
and I am not alone here
I do enjoy during my jobless period

But still
I wish i could get a job as soon as possible
Bless me!

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Wedding ♥

September is a good month
because many people are married in this month
and I received 2 red boom!
*poor*

More and more of my friends are getting married
They make me feel that I am OLD
but yet i am only 23 years old
How am i ready to be other people's wife?
or people's mother??
*Can't imagine*

Hmm...I still young
and still playful, quite childish too
Is it i should start stable down?
Try to be more mature & independent?
Maybe it isn't too difficult for me
just i don't want to be

Why??
Because i am more happy in this way
Because i don't want to grow up
Because i like to be pampered by daddy mummy
Because i am headstrong...maybe
But i just want to live the way i like

Although it was a wedding dinner
But it looks more to AMC reunion gathering
I get to meet many of my secondary friends
*Happy*

Congratulations to both the newlyweds
Wish them stay sweet & happy forever after
just like the prince & princess in the fairy tales
=P

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ღ 中秋节 ღ

今年的中秋
下起了大雨
少了月亮的陪伴
却不减温馨

与家人亲戚们聚在一起
谈天说地
吃着月饼
有着小孩的喧闹声
也彼为热闹温馨

小时候
我最爱过中秋节了
因为妈妈都会带我们买自己喜爱的灯笼
然后和小时候的玩伴
一起玩灯笼和蜡烛

还记得我们一群小孩
拿着灯笼去走暗暗的后行
一起玩蜡烛煮东西
好怀念童年时光
因为我有一个快乐的童年

人长大了
烦恼越来越多
不能像小时候般无忧无虑
我唯一能做的
就是把快乐放大
烦恼缩小
让生命中能留下更多的快乐回忆

中秋节快乐！

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最熟悉的陌生人

“曾经那么好的我们，不可以做敌人，因为彼此相爱过
也不可以做朋友，因为曾经彼此伤害过
却只能做最熟悉的陌生人”

我们彼此
都清楚了解彼此的喜好习惯
曾经我对你是多么的熟悉
可是现在
我们却连普通朋友都不如
这就是所谓"最熟悉的陌生人"吧
或许这是最好的结局
也正是我想要的结果

原以为，我还不能释怀
原来，我还是可以坦然的面对你
感觉把心事都了了
心情觉得更愉快轻松

或许，我们都还小
或许，我们都不够成熟
或许，时间地利人和都不对
也或许，我们并不适合
不过都已经不重要了

短短的相见
却让我更加明白
你我分开是对的
或许放手并没有想象中那么难
放手也并不等于失去
就让我们追逐各自的前程

还是想要为你献上默默的祝福
无论你去到哪里
都希望你一切安好

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My Memory

"开心与不开心，都想要留住这份记忆"

Yeah
The purpose i create this blog
is wish to remember everything happened on me
whether good or bad
happy or sad

A friend of mine ask me
why am i still delete some of my post?
Ya...why am i delete them?
You are still part of my memory
What happened is happened

I didn't think too much by that time
I just want to push you out of my mind
The only thing i can do is to delete everything about you
I maybe act on impulse
I shouldn't delete them
Those are still precious memory for me

U do come to my life before
U do bring me happiness
U do make me know myself better
U do make me grown up
And i will be a better person

Time maybe a very good medicine
But time is also the most cruel thing in this world
Because time goes on
Life goes on
No turning back

You are now just a past of my life
I should be brave
Be brave to face my past

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寂寞寂寞就好

還是原來那個我
不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾
遲早我會還這張臉一堆笑容
不算什麼
愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯
早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了
想到 快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉
人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你
是我自己做夢你有改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用
每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼
什麼都沒有
早點看破
才看得見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰擁抱
就讓我一個人去 痛到 受不了
想到 快瘋掉
死不了就還好
我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑
我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉
人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

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